my god
can u tell ive been depressed alot.. im crying again... dont ask me y theres just so many reasons..........i wish i was beautiful.....ill never be...i wish i can have alex back....he will never come back...i wish i could be a guyz dream gurl....wont happen..i was at a park where my cuzin was playin with his band and before him was a band that wasnt popular at all but their songs were amazing and i fell in love with the guitar player. later on he was waiting with his band for their drummers drums which rocco was using. then he said to his friend should i ask her. then he said yeah yeah go go... i watched him as he walked to marilyn.......ill never be good enough...(also he looked exactly like adam in the timberwolves in new jersey video..closest ide get to him) w/e i just wish i had other ppls qualities... funni(chri) pretty(everyone else) nice body(chri & mar) not a bitch shit like that. ugh i wish i could kill myself... but i kno ide never have the gutz to...wish i had that too. well got confirmation rehersel tommorow gotta wake up to my fuckedddddddddd up life:)yay buh bye