i cant do this
i cant live without him.... i keep thinking to myself is he going to call? today? tommorow? soon? plz god let him call me and say he loves me one last time! i miss him with all my heart. right now the saying you dont know what u have until u lose it means alot. i just cant go on...every second my thoughts are just rambling on with ideas of what he is doing at the moment. if hes telling someone else the same things.. if hes playing songs on the guitar for someone else....everything reminds me of him everything and everyone is calling his name to me...reminding me of him. of his laugh.....even the sweet things he said. is he thinking about me too? is he waiting for me? does he even care at all? maybe i didnt mean a thing to him... itz possible...its happened many times. i feel like my heart crushed into a million peices and i cant find out how to fix it. i liked dmitry sure..but i love alex......dmitry cant replace that.....no one can. plz help me someone.....give me a sign that he loves me or not... at least ill know!!!! jesus help meeeeeeeee!!!!!!:'(