May 16, 2004 00:35
well alex basically broke up with me to see other people... what the hell am i sappose to do without him. hes my life:( heres the email he gave me.
hey Cris,
i dont think ur gonna like wat i wanna tell you. l8ly its been really hard keepin a long distance relationship, i never get to see u, i miss u all the time, i no its been hard on u 2, i still love u alot, but i think we should take a BREAK for a while. notice how i siad break, im not breakin up with u, idont want to do that, i cant do that, its just a break for both of us to think. ill still call u alot, i love talking to you, thats another reason y we should go on a break for a while, we dont have anything to talk about. well hope you see this my way, cuz trust me we both need a break for a while, but it wont be long, plz dont cry, im not breakin up with you, u can see other ppl, i prollly wont but ur free to.
well that it, ill call u wen i get home I PROMISE
P.S. REMEMBER, I STILL LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!!
-LOVE alex
see he says were on a break but when ppl are on breaks they forget about eachother and itz done. i dont want us to be done. i have no words how im feeling right now. i dont know if i should believe that hes not gunna see other ppl. i doubt it highly. fuck him seriously just fuck guyzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....for now k im going to bawl my eyes out so goodbye