if i die and go to hell real soon. it will appear to me as this room.

i basically have 3 days worth of info that i need to get out. but since im lazy... it will be in random blurbs....

i have been in THE WEIRDEST mood.

why the fuck is daytona such a bittersweet experience?!?!?
i FINALLY found my new niche here, and now im leaving for orlando again.
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so im sitting here watching sex and the city by myself. and laughing hysterically. i love this show.

nicole once asked if i had to choose between chocolate and making out, which would i choose.
the question was so terrible that i refused to decide and yelled at her for thinking up such a question.

if asked to choose between sex and the city and making ( Read more... )

so i've been home in daytona for a couple of weeks.
being here makes me crazy and anxious.
i feel like im constantly worrying.
i don't even want to deal with the simplest of tasks.
i haven't even brushed my hair since i've been home.
and i hate doing things like responding to emails or calling people back.
i pretty much just want to hide from everyone.
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tonight is my b-day extrav. 
im mixing so many different friends.
its scary/ exciting.
it's my last day of getting to use the
"im a crazy freshman" excuse
i guess i have to grow up and get my shit together.
....AFTER tonight =D

just crazy...

<3 
i want someone provacative and talkative

life confuses me.
im in limbo right now.
i can't tell if im way excited or way nervous.
maybe its just finals stress.
or maybe im just excited about happy hour. lol
anywho i can't complain too much.
summer should be interesting.

<3

we'll sing like we're rockstars and dance like we're famous

i have GOT to get my shit together. pronto.

im terrible at prioritizing

what i want right now
-another day at the beach
-hot sun
-cold saltwater
-starbucks
-a gym
-a tatoo
-my government hw to do itself
-cassie to give me back my facebook password
-to be going to bed

what i have right now
-the busiest day ever tomorrow
-a room that is COVERED in crap
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so while me and nicole were waiting for some friends to meet us at sapporos, we decided to kill some time at bellaire starbucks, where we proceded to reminess....... such a BAD IDEA!

after much debating we decided that we can not compare old friends to new friends... it's just too... i don't know, different.

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yet again... i have managed to stay up until sunrise.... and i did not do a DAMN thing tonight... im borderline RETARDED.

on the bright side... i cooked. rice. but i burned it. lol

my life has been CRAZY.

just some tid bits

valentines day

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i don't know what is wrong with me lately.

i dont know why my moods are sooooo back and fourth.

ill sleep all day and not get anything done, except for getting up just in time to go to my 3:30 class.
and ill mope around my apartment bored and alone, and still not get anything done... and finally pass out around 5:30 in the AM.
and repeat.

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this has quite possibly been the longest week of my life.

my sleeping cycle is more f'ed up now then ever. (if that's possible)

sometimes im just not a nice person.

i've just been feeling rather =/ lately.

i would say i'd like the time to take a break and sleep, 
but it seems like that's all i ever do anyways.

after an in depth self-evaluation,
i've got ( Read more... )