GO GO KAPPA DELTA....
(i can hear it in my sleep.)

im exhausted.

i mean more tired/drained than i can ever remember being... ever.
sorority rush seriously takes it out of you.
i've never yelled/reprimanded before, like i have this week.
the pay off better be worth it.

and this sure as hell better not be a preview of what life as an adult feels like. i ( Read more... )

please listen to "vienna' by billy joel.
i mean, really listen.
it might change your life.
probably not.
but listen anyways. =)
it has about 5 different meanings or takes on it.
it's beautiful.

slow down, you crazy child.
take the phone off the hook and disappear for awhile.
it's alright, you can afford to lose a day or two.
when will you realize... vienna ( Read more... )

im confused.
about life.
i think, i think too much.

<3

it's not a silly little moment
it's not the storm before the calm.

so i just got out of the shower, and while i was in there i was wide awake and had about 2938742983 thousand thoughts going through my head that i was really excited to write down and get out to keep my brain from exploding, because no ones here and my roomies sleeping... which means for the first time in ages im basically alone

now im just tired ( Read more... )

i have an amazing times.
i have amazing friends.
i have responsibilities.
i have likes and dislikes.
im materialistic.
im emotional.
im confident.
i get discouraged.

i have all the ingredients.

but i feel like i havent started living yet.

 
sometimes im convinced, that i am in fact legally crazy.

i just spent an hour looking up sleeping disorders trying to figure out which kind i have.

my kind doesn’t exist apparently. 
so maybe im making one up and dont have one.
which sucks.
cause that means...
I DONT MAKE ANY SENSE.

anywho.

problem # 2.
this was my day
-we went to the mall
-sat in ( Read more... )

sometimes i sit back and think really. 
what is my life??

it's a combination of...

friends
late nightsrunning around frat houses
dragging myself to 8am tap class
evil econ
confusion
being late. everywhere.
high heels
hazy memories
purple hair
high school boys poping back up
closure
laughter
...so much laughter
little sisters
smell of christmas
slipper boots
not ( Read more... )

reading live journal brings me back to high school, and daytona.

as much as i love all of my friends who are/ were there...

it nauseates me.

its scary that a place can do that.
i think ill stick with my orlando bubble for a while.

<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON ELYSE PHILIPS!!!

im sorry im in my fairytale bubble, and not celebrating with you.

Skipper and friends say hi.......

i love you.

ps- ill get your present to you when i come home from NYC.

so life has been crazy. 
i get myself wrapped up in stuff 
and then i often question if it's real 
or if it's actually going to make a difference in the long run.
the answer is probably no. 
but all this silly college/sorority nonsense occupies me 
and is important to me now. 
so i guess that's what counts.

also, i am currently drunk dating someone.
yep, ( Read more... )