it didn't make sense not to live for fun.
so i've been home in daytona for a couple of weeks.
being here makes me crazy and anxious.
i feel like im constantly worrying.
i don't even want to deal with the simplest of tasks.
i haven't even brushed my hair since i've been home.
and i hate doing things like responding to emails or calling people back.
i pretty much just want to hide from everyone.
all it does is make me think.
i think about old friends and highschool mostly.
and about how different my life is in orlando.
its carefree and fun.
i feel like everything is so simple there.
and by the time it's not simple there anymore,
because bad things happen, or i burn too many bridges
i'll probably be graduating and ready to move.
moving seems to fix so much.
im seeing a trend here. =)
anywho for the moment im ok with life in DB, and i hope everyone is having a fabulous summer.
<3
and i think to myself
what a wonderful world