is over ratted with most people. and i really wish i could climb monadnock with jeremy this morning rather than going to work, it'd be a good release. its one of the few things that clears my head, and i really could use that right the moment.

just lost one of my best friends it feels like in a matter of a few weeks. i seriously am ready to give up on life being friends with someone for a decade now and its all over. fucking cunt breaks my heart in 2... i dont know why i bother being close to anyone, they just end up breaking my heart in one way other another, friendship may just be a ( Read more... )

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every female aside from my mother and a few other moms who aren't on my top friends on myspace. seriously the rest of you can get fucked as far as im concerned. men do shit and we realize we suffer the consequences when we fuck up. woman seeem to think you can just say sorry and its all ok, well fucking learn it isnt and never will be. you fucked ( Read more... )

join a crew... but this gay ass iron fist crew repping the non-existant "mill city hardcore" I wanna be in SK or obviously DMS... dont ask why the answers are obvious as to why, so i can be a hard ass niggah! and theres mad money to be made in "candy" if you catch my drift. so yeah, think about it only downside to SK is that its all hardcore and i ( Read more... )

to be me, aside from not having a job... and frankly im sick of living here at my moms house. and unfortunately I got to tough it out till probably September when I'll have enough money to move out because there is no way I can do it now because I don't have a job and because Kings is gonna be gone for nearly 3 weeks. I just wanna get out of here ( Read more... )

rose finally gets how much of a selfish bitch i think she is... and she doesnt understand it though... she feels she isnt to which i try and not laugh. and she said we were better off not talking at all, despite being the fact that shes the one who talks to me i never innitiate a conversation, and she tries to act like everythings ok, well its not ( Read more... )

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to have kids soon... which makes me kinda wish i was married. i figure im gonna be dead by 50 if not no later than 65 and that seems like id be pushing it. i wanna have a legacy to leave behind me and part of that is one of not 2 sons. i dunno just thinkin, and i know im not getting any younger...

ive come to the conclusion these last few days that i couldnt be happier rose broke up with me. for 1 shes a fucking lying cunt regardless one time is one time too fucking many. 2. none of my friends really liked her because they saw through the bull shit after we broke up the first time. and lastly shes a fucking cunt, i still care a lot about her ( Read more... )