Upon careful consideration...
ive come to the conclusion these last few days that i couldnt be happier rose broke up with me. for 1 shes a fucking lying cunt regardless one time is one time too fucking many. 2. none of my friends really liked her because they saw through the bull shit after we broke up the first time. and lastly shes a fucking cunt, i still care a lot about her and hope that her life turns out for the best i just realize how much better off i am now. i dont need bull shit i dont need her drama i dont nee someone telling me that i cant see my female friends but its ok for her to hang out with dudes shes just fucked at random or dudes whoare just complete filth. i also realized that all this time ive been mad at myself probably for letting someone who didnt deserve to be as close to my heart as i allowed knowing she would just tear it out.
However melanie is out of this world. chantelle and i hung out for a bit today and went to the mall and i was so happy to just go in and see her for like 3 minutes. she really is genuinely a sweet girl. after spending a short amount of time with her i see the difference between a fake girl and a genuine one. she has a heart of gold and i cant stop thinking about her, nor can i shut up about her... i was pumped to meet her and now that i met her i dont know what ive been doing without her as cheesey as that sounds. she is incredible and i like everything about her. i could go on and on but i dont wanna rub it in too much ...
However melanie is out of this world. chantelle and i hung out for a bit today and went to the mall and i was so happy to just go in and see her for like 3 minutes. she really is genuinely a sweet girl. after spending a short amount of time with her i see the difference between a fake girl and a genuine one. she has a heart of gold and i cant stop thinking about her, nor can i shut up about her... i was pumped to meet her and now that i met her i dont know what ive been doing without her as cheesey as that sounds. she is incredible and i like everything about her. i could go on and on but i dont wanna rub it in too much ...