i give up...
just lost one of my best friends it feels like in a matter of a few weeks. i seriously am ready to give up on life being friends with someone for a decade now and its all over. fucking cunt breaks my heart in 2... i dont know why i bother being close to anyone, they just end up breaking my heart in one way other another, friendship may just be a little over ratted afterall. i wanna crawl into a hole and never come out.