TEN people i enjoy the company of ( Read more... )

wow. so much has happened. and i haven't had time to update in a while. so here goes ( Read more... )

god. this just sucks. i can't ever get him back. ever. he's over me. but then how come i'm not over him yet? what do i do? i'm pathetic

i have two words to say right now. i'm pathetic.

i let him slip away over a stupid mistake that never should have happened in the first place. and now i think that he's gone and never coming back. but hey. that's my world. i have live with the consequences. even though he KNOWS how sorry i am. but i dunno. w/e. i guess this song describes how i ( Read more... )

i love you so much. you have no idea. you know i made the biggest mistake ever. and i feel so bad. i'm so sorry.

i love you,
..:Lindz:..

hey.. so i got what i wanted (i think), yet why does everything feel so cruddy. so austin updated his lj saying some stuff and it just made me cry and feel even worse. so the following is what tim had said about our breakup. then following it, is my reply to it.

( betrayed by the sword: austin janutol and tim ellis, then controlled by the sword: Lindsay Regala )

wow. never again. ahhh ( Read more... )

well on friday me and carrie and carolyn went to coffeehouse. hehe. snaps for carolyn ( Read more... )

i really don't know what it is. i mean. in the beginning it's all good and happy and "lustful"(?)wow. that sounding dirty. but you know what i mean. anyways. now it's like. we're friends with benefits. i mean. it's ok if he'd at least acknowledge me. ya know? but noo. it's like. just ignore lindsay. and yes. i get jealous when i look at doug/missy ( Read more... )

wow. i feel like. ugh. nevermind. i'm bored and i just finished my stupid gayy essay for language arts on how school uniforms would be benificial to THS.

doug, tell me what to do. comment.<- click the "beautifly in love" button at the bottom of this entry. i need your help. ahh. cuz you know. austin's party is this saturday and i don't want to ( Read more... )