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I will never be happy.
No matter what, I will always come back to sadness in the end.
I'm guessing that's life right? After all, is anyone really happy all the time?
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I made a commitment ...
that I'd pour all my worries & misery into this blog if need be just so I had some outlet, but I've been holding on to it and shying away from this ( Read more... ) -
I can't get anything right.
I actually feel like the walls of life are closing in around me. I'm not fit to fight them off.
I've noticed something, some people seem to be everywhere when I am happy (or pretending to be) but the minute i need help they're nowhere to be seen ( Read more... ) -
I wish my ED would kill me
I'm not sure how many times I've repeated this to myself.
I feel completely alone even with everyone around... they don't feel part of my life, not really. -
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Why can't I just be THIN?!
ARGHHH!
*internal screaming*
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I'm hopeless.
I wish so desperately I could trust someone ( Read more... ) -
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Sometimes I am just overcome with grief and there is nothing I can do about it.
Why can't I just be happy all the time?
Or even sad all the time?
... please not up and down, at least then I can make a decision & move forward. -
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Though all this hatred I couldn't see.
I couldn't see your suffering.
I couldn't see your good intentions, you were trying to help.
I only ever looked for and expected the bad.
Never thought there was any good to see.
I thought you were angry, now I wouldn't blame you if you were.
How could you ever forgive me? -
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I started the day thinking about how much I really need you in my life.
I ended it with thinking about how much I fucking hate you.
I don't need you, why do I even kid myself ( Read more... ) -
Everyone is so beautiful
...gosh :)