Ya, anyways.... hey Zac... GO AND FUCK YOURSELF, OKAY? DO NOT EVER SAY ANYTHING TO ME EVER AGAIN, DON'T CALL ME, DON'T TRY AND TALK TO ME, MATTER OF FACT, DON'T FUCKING THINK ABOUT ME, ALRIGHT? OR ELSE I WILL HUNT YOUR ASS DOWN AND SHOVE A DILDO IN YOUR ASS. I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU WOULD EVEN SAY THAT KIND OF SHIT AFTER I WAS SO GOOD TO YOU... AFTER ( Read more... )

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I just heard this song today, well actually I'm listening to it right now, and it describes me and Zac so perfectly that it is weird. It's called "4 the rest of your life" by Eamon, the guy that sings "Don't want you back". You should listen to it and tell me if I am wrong, but any one who knows Zac Wood, you know what I'm talking about. But ya ( Read more... )

ok... whenever i wrote about all my guy problems... someone please just smack me next time i make that huge of a deal, all "eww, he's the one" thing... cuz I just sound like a reject... I mean, someone needs to tell me to shut up sometimes, don't you agree? Cuz it really isn't a big deal... I read what I wrote about Jordan, and look at me now... ( Read more... )

i swear... if i had enough courage to hurt myself, i would commit suicide i am so bored right now... lol ya, me hurt myself... it's bad enough i don't do it on purpose... i swear i slipped in the shower today on baby oil... BABY OIL... come on... if anything i would accidentally slit my wrists on a piece of aluminum foil, or that little thing that ( Read more... )

Yeah that's right... I'm currently in the market for some fun now, being that I've given up on the one and only thing. Zac can go and fuck himself. I honestly don't care anymore because he is so immature about everything that has happened. He can't even talk to me anymore without bringing up sex... like that's even what it really is about... don ( Read more... )

ya fun title right? well I don't really know what to think about... I don't know what to feel anymore, or how to feel anymore. I mean, I know what I want, it's just I can't seem to have it, no matter how close it is. I'm beginning to feel drained from all this confusion going on in my head and my heart. I love Zac... we all know that much... ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm spinning out of control... love that song by hoobastank... i wonder how they came up with that name...lol ya i am really bored... but no I'm supposed to be going to Terry Gipson's house tonight with Brittany and Megan, but I don't know if I'm going to or not... no who knows... we'll see. Oh ya, Brandon found the note that I wrote ( Read more... )

Today's his birthday too. So ya, I haven't seen him in a long time now. And it's driving me crazy now... he said that he's feelings haven't changed, so I take that to be a good sign. I really want to see him, but I can't. And I don't know if he is allowed to have visitors anyways. But I guess since he'll be out in 9 days, it doesn't matter. I ( Read more... )

Hey whats going on with everyone on the eve of the most romantic day of the year.... ha ha ha, most romantic my ASS!!!! I am so done with romance its not even funny anymore, so whateva!!!! I'm here to have fun and live it up, because its now time to come out of my shell and show EVERYONE what I'm really about, and if anyone has a problem with it ( Read more... )