Jordan wrote me a letter...
Today's his birthday too. So ya, I haven't seen him in a long time now. And it's driving me crazy now... he said that he's feelings haven't changed, so I take that to be a good sign. I really want to see him, but I can't. And I don't know if he is allowed to have visitors anyways. But I guess since he'll be out in 9 days, it doesn't matter. I'll just wait. I know that what I did with Antone didn't mean anything to him, but now I feel guilty... like I kinda cheated on Jordan. And we don't even go out, although he knows my answer if he does ask. But who knows where it will go when he gets out. I mean... we're both really different. But I really like him, and I can only hope it will work. We'll see what happens...