This is officially the last entry. I couldn't even figure out how to log on for the longest time because I'd forgotten my password ( Read more... )

okay, so i'm really kind of exhausted and only just beginning to sober up, but i've gotta vent about this most awesome evening i've just had ( Read more... )

i like to think that i am 'on the bus' more often than not, but ithink that i am probably lying to myself. i'd like to believe in 'wailing' and doing my 'thing' 'out front' and being able to 'freak' whenever, wherever, however about whatever. but the truth is, i'm not hopped up on speed and grass and LSD orange juice. having read 'one flew over ( Read more... )

i got home from babysitting just half an hour ago and sat down at the computer to surf facebook while chowing down some mochi ice cream and now here i am half an hour later sweaty and tired in the dining room while my room sits empty and air conditioned ( Read more... )

it's been awhile, once again. blah blah blah. i sometimes come up with seem like genius entries as i sit around in my room wondering why i don't even have enough energy to turn off the television, let alone trek out here to the only computer with an internet connection, in the dining room ( Read more... )

Soooooo ( Read more... )

been back from babysitting for an hour now; surfing facebook.

i think i'm overly tired.

i guess that sucks just a little.
fragile in the middle.

yeah.

it's been uneventful. 2 days off the zoloft and surprisingly upbeat. maybe i don't need it anymore after all. we shall see ( Read more... )

the triumphant return.
i am graduated and such.
i've read through so many friends' entries that i now no longer have any energy to write one of my own.

i need a job.

so my parents are away this week, not next week. they left this morning. mother and i weren't speaking for most of this week, so I couldn't wait for them to leave. now i miss them and the apartment feels so empty and i want to just hurry up and finish this stupid project ( Read more... )