May 27, 2006 19:19
it's been uneventful. 2 days off the zoloft and surprisingly upbeat. maybe i don't need it anymore after all. we shall see.
talked to marisa g online this afternoon. made me so happy i could cry. i think about last summer and the friends that i made at least once in passing every single day. anything i'd write about it here would come off as sappy and nostalgic. but believe me, i've grown up more in the past year and learned so much more about myself as a result of my time working for the conductor's institute. and some of those folks, i think they know who they are (if not, they will soon) are some of my favorite people in the world. i may have been MIA for almost a year, but I'm back and I don't want to leave again. I suck at keeping in touch, but this time i'm going to work at it.
btw, amy sent out an email to the entire class of 06 asking for assistants for the institute this summer. it took every ounce of willpower for me to keep from responding. the fact is, no summer will ever be like that of 2005, and even if it could, i don't want anything to do with it. the things i learned and the people that i met are special and the experience can't be duplicated.
moving on. i desperately need christine dominguez's cd. i missed it during spring fling, and i'm not really friends with her (i mean, never really been introduced and wouldn't expect her to know who i am) but i love her music and want it for my own! does anyone have a copy or know how i could snag one? she's so talented!
went on an interview today for a job with a 3 month od baby. part time. i desperately hope i get it. we'll see. but babies, oh babies!
got to babysit tonight, too. lydia (4) and pete (5 mos). love love love this family.
what else? i'm sweaty. unemployed. it's summer, baby.