Stayed home today, which im happy about cause school seemed pointless today anyway. I woke up around 7 and I told my mom I had a really bad headache and I thought I was gonna throw up again. So she let me stay home. That medicine my doctor won't make me get off it he wants me to keep trying it every other day even though its killing my stomach. I ( Read more... )

Today was crappy but then it got better. I am happy that I am with jeff hes so great, and he is always there for me. I felt sick all morning from the medicine im taking it makes me feel really sick to my stomach and dizzy, I had a massive headache too. So I sat out of gym. My doctor told me to take it every other day. Then I went to class and it ( Read more... )

After an awful week, today wasn't that bad. I went out with my mom for the day and I thought it was going to be bad. But it wasn't. My mom and I went out to lunch and I saw the beautiful alyssa there and I waved to her. Then we sat and had this looooong talk about how im acting at home and why im sad and stuff it was long but I learned some things ( Read more... )

I am so lonely, and im sick of it.

Today was alright. Gym was alright, study hall intresting cause Jeremy knows the weirdest stories and facts. Science sucked I didn't wanna be in there. And geoff looked really sad. I still can't help feeling like shit. I haven't hurt this bad in such a long time. I don't understand how things can start to be ok and then your back to it again. I don ( Read more... )

boring day today, and I was really upset that's all im gonna say. the morning and gym was good, meghan, ella, and joe made me laugh a lot im just Sick of so much, I can't handle anything anymore. All I want to do is cry. I hate my life. I don't know what else to write, but Jeremy, meghan and I's bestest study hall friend is going with us to the ( Read more... )

meghan I know..one day it will happen, give it time..or maybe you will even find someone so much better then him <3 ( Read more... )

IM GOING TO THE CONCERT!!
fuckin right

thanks meghan so much...I love you

<3

It's not your fault that you're in pain
I'm glad things have turned out this way
I can't explain what you mean to me
Cause you've always been there for me.....

Meant what I said
meant what I did
It's all for you.

"I want some of his CREAM FILLIN ( Read more... )

Today was my birthday, and I usually say my birthdays suck. But today it wasn't bad at all, it was a pretty good day. I love my friends so much, I am so lucky that I have you guys. Thanks who made me all those beautiful cards, said happy birthday and sang. And for always being there when im upset, you guys are my life savers. So I get to school get ( Read more... )