You're the metaphors I can't create to contemplate this curse that I call love..

[xlet_it_bleedx7]

Today was crappy but then it got better. I am happy that I am with jeff hes so great, and he is always there for me. I felt sick all morning from the medicine im taking it makes me feel really sick to my stomach and dizzy, I had a massive headache too. So I sat out of gym. My doctor told me to take it every other day. Then I went to class and it bugged the shit out of me. Study hall was just Jeremy and Meghan flirting extremely so I just stared and laughed cause I noticed the love between them "ITS GROWING". I am always right. Whenever people like eachother I can tell, I am the master at that. So after was latin and I was in there for about 10 minutes cause I couldn't stand it in there anymore. I went and laid down in the nurses office and I fell alseep even though they were talking really loud and someone was snoring. And the bed smelled like gabby's bed like alcohol, cause that is what she uses to get the dieases out. I laid there intil lunch and tried to call my mom, but she didn't pick up, then sammi came in cause she had a senius infection so she layed on the opposite bed, after the kid was gone. We talked, and my cheek kept getting stuck to the plastic and I was sweating really bad. I went to science for a little bit, then felt like I was going to die in history. So I left and 5 minutes after im back in the nurses office sammi comes in, I guess he sent her there. but the beds are filled so we shared a bed, it was quite comfy lol, the nurse was laughing at us...I was like our boyfriends are gonna be jealous were falling alseep together. It was funny, and we wouldn't get up after a bed came open. We were to lazy, math was awful, and then carly was suppose to come over but I didn't feel up to it, which she did anyway..so she comes over my house on my bus, and shes runnin up the road with her huge coat over her head, while im like dancing in the rain feeling sick. sorry if you got a "69" that was carly's doing. All she did was roll on the blue ball and I impressed her with my dancing moves and riding the broomstick in the rain, I miss her and I wish she was still here. but i haven't had that much fun and laughinng in a long time im happy with everything and so much more. but I still can't help feeling sad, and I hate that feeling its depressing...half day tommorrow thank god.

I love the rain, im so happy it rained today.

lungs fill the blood..
“you never told me you hate me”
but you showed it so well
and this won’t be the last time
take your time don’t regret the
fall ends shortly no we wont be holding on