Surgery tomorrow. Really really nervous. I'm torn between just wanting it over and wanting to postpone it for months and months. Not looking forward to being poked & prodded, drugged up and cut open. Really on edge and shakey. Also terrified that I'll be that 1% where this isn't benign. Noooot a good night
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Thanks for the very timely reminder that breast cancer sucks, but you know what? I'm all set. Because when it comes to breast cancer, I am VERY. FUCKING. AWARE.
I know I'm never on here anymore, but I promise I read all your entries (except this week, I haven't checked in a while, but I usually do). But I need to ask a favor, if for no other reason than to calm my mind a bit
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I'm two finals away from being a junior in college. I walked by the quad today and saw the stage set up for commencement, and it made me realize that in the time it took me to get to this point (which seemed like no time at all) I'll be graduating. Terrified. I am very lucky in some sense, considering I was unbelievably reluctant to go to my school
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