Nov 04, 2009 16:22
Surgery tomorrow. Really really nervous. I'm torn between just wanting it over and wanting to postpone it for months and months. Not looking forward to being poked & prodded, drugged up and cut open. Really on edge and shakey. Also terrified that I'll be that 1% where this isn't benign. Noooot a good night.
Send some good thoughts my way tomorrow morning, please?