so summer league game time starts sunday for the HAWKS! :D that makes me happpyyy! i got to meet the team today, some coolass guys on the hawks! i can't wait for summer to take off and i'll be able to be with them all day and go to work and not have to worry about homework or studying or nothing! 10 days i think is all that is left of the year...do ( Read more... )

IM OFFICIAL!!!!!!!!MR AUTERI APPROVED ME TO BE A TRAINERRRR!!!!!!!!! YAYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO HAPPPYYYYYY@!!!!!!!! im bouncing off wallsss!!! this defiantely made my weeekkkk!!! my whole summmeeerrrr!!!!!!!!im sooo exciitttteedddd!!!!:D

goooooooo hhaaaaawwwwkkkksssss/!!!!!!!!!

so last night was cute... i hung out with jer the whole time it wa fun.. he won me and ohio state basketball after he spent 20$ trying to get it for me... and he won himself one too... we had fun! it was one of the best nights i've had in a while ( Read more... )

i so cut 9 inches off my hair!

eh updates, i guess ( Read more... )

sorry i haven't updated lately. too much has been going on and some i just wanted to forget ever happened for a while, but once i thought about it, i'm glad it did. you'd never think to say "i'm glad i had a huge fight with one of my best friends cuz it just made everything better", but in all honesty it did. it's still not fully resolved, but it's ( Read more... )

Life seems so pointless when your fighting with the one thing that made you want to stay around a bit longer. Why do i have to go on like this? Why can't i just let go or just not feel? why do i have to have a heart at all?

blah so today i slept til like 11ish and it was good, then i got up, took my hair down and got a shower and made myself cute. or tried to anyways. then me and brandi headed over to see my jer <3 (god i love that kid) and his boss loves me so much she let him come say hi to us and she's so awesome to me.. then we headed down to gumps so i could ( Read more... )

omg.. prom was the BEST time i've ever had! i swear to you! jeremy looks sooo good! wow! i felt great, i felt i looked good. we danced, and i must say slow dancing was the best ever... it was soooo romantic what jeremy did... he was singing to me it was the best... omg i cant even describe! you just had to have been there... omg!!!!!!! look on my ( Read more... )

i fucking hate myself ( Read more... )