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[xl0st_h0pesx]

sorry i haven't updated lately. too much has been going on and some i just wanted to forget ever happened for a while, but once i thought about it, i'm glad it did. you'd never think to say "i'm glad i had a huge fight with one of my best friends cuz it just made everything better", but in all honesty it did. it's still not fully resolved, but it's

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[die2night4love]

Hun, tons of things are going to happen to help you to realize just how good the other one is. Trust me on that lol. But that's what love is all about...any form of it. And I know that you love him in every aspect known to man...and that's what makes you wonderful. And aparently, him too lol.

[xl0st_h0pesx]

i know it's redundant and i know it makes people gag, but in my eyes he's perfect, even if he hurt me. in a way he knew what he was doing but he didn't. he didn't know that i cared IN THAT WAY, but he knew i cared, and he also knew her and i were friends but he didn't know HOW CLOSE we were..but idc... it hurt yeah for that entire weekend.. but god.. i nkow i'll prolly regret it later but when he held me at the funeral like he couldnt find anyone else to hug, i felt like he really cared about me like i cared about him and then some...and god it ripped me apart seeing him cry.....it hurt worse than anything... but at least i didn't make him cry...right? i guess idk these answers... all i know is that i love that kid more than life itself and i'd do anything in the world for him even if it meant taking my own life. and you know i'd do the same for you and cassie and jess. it's cuz i love you guys more than you'lll ever know. but you know i love him in a certain way lol but my hearts divided in 4 ways, and you all have a piece of it.

[die2night4love]

Aww:( You're so amazing, Cigi.

[xl0st_h0pesx]

i couldn't be amazing without you, because you are what make amazing people what they are cuz you're amazing:)