Seeing as I am the queen of randomly publicized posts, and this one is going to hit and miss with a few people, I figure it's time for yet another post that is meant for a few people that will never get read by anyone ( Read more... )

pleeeeeeeeease check out this body mod community. k, thanks.

is in 15 fucking minutes. reprazant, brah.

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today is the start of a new me.

i couldn't sleep, so i went running. i ran a mile. YES! I RAN A MILE TODAY! my fat-"i smoke a pack and a half a day"-ass. and get this: it was at seven a.m. word ( Read more... )

all guys are jerks.

including ones whose initials are derek pfirmann.

way to be a fucking champ.

i recruited carlos to find me a valentine.

cause in reality, no one really DOES want to be my valentine, or i would have had one last year and the year before that as well.

whatever.

stupid. stupid stupid.

i hate my life

a new plan as to what kind of boy i want ( Read more... )

i went †o the hospital. i'm really sick ( Read more... )

sidenote: i'm making this entry public with the hopes that the people i want to read it, will actually read it. for once in my life, i've discovered what it is to feel cared about ( Read more... )