Interesting Weekend ( Read more... )

hmm... yesterday i wrote billy a note im still suprised he hasn't bitched at me yet for it.. cuz it was all about me and how all i've been eating for like the past month is the food that i get at luch if i even get any.. and the suicidal thoughts and all and that the last time i slit my rists was on the 2nd.. and that i attempt suicide like ( Read more... )

wow.. just wow... idk why i even try anymore... it is just a waste of my time... and of others time.. and I don't even know why i have a livejornal. cuz nobody ever reads the fuckin thing! god.. push me off the goddamned bridge already...
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wow this is fucking weird this is the most sleep I've gotten in like a year.. 5 hours of sleep...
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everything is a mess.. im soooo* confused
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ha ha that sounds like me.

wow thats fuckin funny.. jeezzee..

jeezzee.. thatz a funny one too.

ha ha wow

shit.. not soon enough =(

Half of it sounds right.. ha ha.. in 50 years..

hmm idk why im even doing this cuz I have no life.. lol.. anyways yeah.. just read look enjoy or whatever.. ight??..
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ight.. so its 7:30 in the morning and Im standing outside waiting for the bus... half asleep, I turn around. Crystal is comein up as usual but* Alisa was with her.. and I just yell 'ALISA WHAT THE FUCK?!' they were like we figured you would say something like that. ((Im probably gonna get bitch at for that when i get home))... but anyways yeah ( Read more... )

I'm sorry that I havent been keeping up to date on this thing.. mybad* too* much shit going on. If you wanna know what I have been up to just check out lexxa's greatestjournal: www.greatestjournal.com/users/youngblonie ( Read more... )

well I go into school havein' an unusually good day.. hmm.. I knew something was up from that point. Ana tells me she saw erica at the childrens museum.. that place kisses ass.. but anyways.. Erica told ana to tell me she miss's me and that she is real sorry. Ana told me that erica was only there for two hours.. and i ask if she new where she was ( Read more... )

wow.. depressed as usual... *sigh* wow my life sux ass right now.. well I guess If I would actualy* take my pills I wouldn't be depressed 24/7.. but I don't feel like it.. It changes who I am to much.. at least Im not a cutter anymore.. unless* things get to out of hand.. but I havent cut my self in a long time, at least I have some* self control ( Read more... )