Apr 22, 2004 10:02
ight.. so its 7:30 in the morning and Im standing outside waiting for the bus... half asleep, I turn around. Crystal is comein up as usual but* Alisa was with her.. and I just yell 'ALISA WHAT THE FUCK?!' they were like we figured you would say something like that. ((Im probably gonna get bitch at for that when i get home))... but anyways yeah...
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Yesterday alexxa came over to my house and we went and hung aound at jays and brandons.. Jays mom basically kicked us out of there. and we decided to walk up to bills house by takein the railroad tracks.. there was a turkey foot and the tail feathers.. the turkey got ran over by the fuckin train.. but anyways.. We went up to get bill but he wasn't home =(... sooo* we climbed this hill and into this place from the old open mine pit... and we were looking around there and shit.. that place is fuckin awesome. But there is this trailer over there.. and they were like there is some smokes over there.. and its me and so I went and got them put them in my pocket and then jay goes on the fritz tryin to get em from me.. I left them there cuz both brandon and alexxa are like maybe he just cares for you and doesnt' want you to smoke... after that we climbed thru like every fuckin truck.. lookin for fire extinguishers a flashlight, and a lighter.. we found a lighter..and an extinguisher in like everytruck but we couldn't take them becasue it would of been to* obvious.. lol.. and idk.. it was just fuckin fun.. then we walked back up to my house.. jay fliped the boat so that my dad can get the boat out possibly today.. then we can get the camper out quicker =).. but then my dad was being an asshole and wouldn't let them stay cuz we were gonna be eating and he was on the fritz.. then alexxa ate 'magical pork chops' lmao.. long story.. but as soon as alexxa left I got my ass chewed for no fuckin reason I didn't do jack shit..ya know.. and wow that was fucking gay.. jeezzee.. rents need to get a life. Then that night.. i was talking to jay and he was like yeah.. I do care about you.. =).. that opened me up sooo* much.. I know I have always been unloved and I've always wanted someone to say they love me.. but I wonder If I just needed someone to say that they care about me.. because as soon as he said that it was like a new light shined in.. it was great.. anyways.. before I get carried away.. its 3rd hour and I got a ton of shit to do.. laterz..