I'm Sorry...
I'm sorry that I havent been keeping up to date on this thing.. mybad* too* much shit going on. If you wanna know what I have been up to just check out lexxa's greatestjournal: www.greatestjournal.com/users/youngblonie
I have been hanging out with her like every single day.. sooo* yeah*.
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But anyways I've been havein' some really weird fucked up dreams lately.. hmm.. I don't get them.. they are about Davey to... grr.. and no not in that way.
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But yeah.. we are planing on pulling the boat and the camper out sometime this week.. and well.. WHO WANTS A PARTY?.. thats all I can say about that.
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And wow.. my mom seriously needs to fuckin die.. She is being a fuckin' ignorant bitch.. just because more than half my friends are either gay or bisexual. wow.. mom needs to fuckin grow up, and look at life in a different way. grr...
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and yeah.. i have no fuckin clue whats going on anymore.. all I know is Im unloved.. =( and well all I have done lately is had thoughts about suicide. actually my thoughts seem sooo* nice right now. *sigh* ohwell* I know its not gonna happen soon.. and Billy is gonna kick my ass for not eating anything.
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At the dance on friday.. I saw Alisa =) I love her. and tiff.. omfg.. girl i swear if you go against us.. grr... I swear. But I promise to keep under control.
--> i have actually* acomplished something.. I proved to someone that they are not worthless, unloved, unwanted, helpless.. and all that other stuff.. Just Like Erica did for me=).. I love her.. she is my Gardian Angel. lol. well its true.. she never let me fall.. she refused to let me fall.. and thats what I'm doin' for tiff.. I refuse to let her fall. I made me cry just tryin' to get thru to her.. and that is hard to do.. I don't cry easy.. and then she started to cry seeing me cry.. so I know she was listening... so I got thru to her.. cuz honestly one dead friend is enough.. I don't need another. =\
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ight I'm good promise.. hmm.. I haven't done any quizes for a while.. hmm.. I think im gonna do a coupple I don't know how many i can do cuz we have shorter class periods.. hmm.. anyways.. laterz.. Love ya all.
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I have been hanging out with her like every single day.. sooo* yeah*.
*
But anyways I've been havein' some really weird fucked up dreams lately.. hmm.. I don't get them.. they are about Davey to... grr.. and no not in that way.
*
But yeah.. we are planing on pulling the boat and the camper out sometime this week.. and well.. WHO WANTS A PARTY?.. thats all I can say about that.
*
And wow.. my mom seriously needs to fuckin die.. She is being a fuckin' ignorant bitch.. just because more than half my friends are either gay or bisexual. wow.. mom needs to fuckin grow up, and look at life in a different way. grr...
*
and yeah.. i have no fuckin clue whats going on anymore.. all I know is Im unloved.. =( and well all I have done lately is had thoughts about suicide. actually my thoughts seem sooo* nice right now. *sigh* ohwell* I know its not gonna happen soon.. and Billy is gonna kick my ass for not eating anything.
*
At the dance on friday.. I saw Alisa =) I love her. and tiff.. omfg.. girl i swear if you go against us.. grr... I swear. But I promise to keep under control.
--> i have actually* acomplished something.. I proved to someone that they are not worthless, unloved, unwanted, helpless.. and all that other stuff.. Just Like Erica did for me=).. I love her.. she is my Gardian Angel. lol. well its true.. she never let me fall.. she refused to let me fall.. and thats what I'm doin' for tiff.. I refuse to let her fall. I made me cry just tryin' to get thru to her.. and that is hard to do.. I don't cry easy.. and then she started to cry seeing me cry.. so I know she was listening... so I got thru to her.. cuz honestly one dead friend is enough.. I don't need another. =\
*
ight I'm good promise.. hmm.. I haven't done any quizes for a while.. hmm.. I think im gonna do a coupple I don't know how many i can do cuz we have shorter class periods.. hmm.. anyways.. laterz.. Love ya all.
*
You're addicted to.....
Ecstasy!
Whoooooo partay! Also known as the hug drug
ecstasy makes you crave human touch. People on
ecstasy also like glowsticks and shiny things.
What are you addicted to? (pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla
--> woohoo!! sa'weet!.. ha ha ..lol. don't even think about asking.