Apr 13, 2004 09:04
well I go into school havein' an unusually good day.. hmm.. I knew something was up from that point. Ana tells me she saw erica at the childrens museum.. that place kisses ass.. but anyways.. Erica told ana to tell me she miss's me and that she is real sorry. Ana told me that erica was only there for two hours.. and i ask if she new where she was at.. and she was like yeah erica is in someplace where it is a total lockdown.. and this is the first time she has been outside of those doors in like 1 1/2 months... and I'm like great lakes?? and yeah thats where shes at.. and the only way I could possbily get into see her... is to go to my counseler.. grr.. this pisses me off.
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and then my dad has his stress test today... cuz he couldn't do it yesterday.
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and then.. Jay was throwing the deer head at me.... its not gross but its been dead for like 6 months..lol.. and its eyeballs are sunk into its head.. lmao.. dont ask.
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OH* AND I'M SOOOOOOOOOO* FUCKING UNLOVED. NOBODY* LOVES ME.. NOBODY* EVER WILL.
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and... ERICA, I LOVE YOU SWEETIE PIE!!!!!