On the spot rhyme!

"as he waites beneith the misty tree the dew rises as the sun beams. a halo emerges in the distance a moment that looked messy was blessed for it was jessi"

Kinda kool for a quick thought? Absolutely!

Its almost 8am and I am currently at work. I feel wrong... so out of sorts with myself and everything in my life. Parts I thought were okay just aren't, and parts I already know aren't okay there's nothing I can do about it. I dunno if anyone could understand how I feel right now. I'm starting to question things in my life alot of people aren't ( Read more... )

I saw her today. Or what is left of her - a cold, empty shell in a casket. When I saw her I didn't breathe. Seeing the frailty of her lifeless body before my eyes was painful. Moo broke down so hard. She has so many emotions but somehow I managed to keep myself reserved for the most part. They told stories of her - like how she always had cookies, ( Read more... )

I dont think anyone right now can hear me. Maybe the words just aren't comming out. I cry all the time inside but I don't cry anymore. It makes my chest hurt so deeply sometimes but I just ignore it and if you saw me you'd never know the difference. Its making it easier to get through work. Corey got on me bout handling stress better, and Tim keeps ( Read more... )

I feel completely devistated right now. I can't even begin to explain the depths of sorrow I am currently swimming through. Its so merky I can't see and my heart floats further and further away from me. Everything I thought he fixed about me just went up in flames. The parts I felt most proud of. The parts I was finally beginning to love about me ( Read more... )

Todays my birthday ( Read more... )

Breathe in this pollution where you stand.

Hold your breath and dive from death.

Deepened pools of greenish blue,

Red eyes frown; laugh at lifeless fools.

You don’t understand the depth in which u dive,

You don’t understand the world u hide.

Surface this station you anchor and dock.

Dripping the sludge your mind forgot,

The reason you purse your lips and ( Read more... )

I don't feel like I am getting any better. I feel almost worse. I hate days like these. I worked my ass off today. Nabila... shes a nice person but shes not reliable as an employee and shes useless. I did most everything myself and luckily got done in time to leave. There was a weddibg in today. I can't stand weddings at the hotel. People get so ( Read more... )

Its another night here for me. I hope I sleep this one better than the last. I felt like I was awake like all night long. I can't sleep for some reason. Even earlier when I napped I could barely sleep. I layed there listening to Him earlier. He was kind cute... he kept talking and snoring. I dunno, its the little things you love most ( Read more... )

Here I am on the couch at home feeling like shit. I didn't work today. I was sick all night and didnt sleep too much but I still went in because there was no one else to work, but when my boss saw me she sent me home and told me she would cover my shift. I came home and crawled back into bed wishing it was with my hubby. Oh how I love being in bed ( Read more... )