Nov 12, 2007 00:42
Todays my birthday.
I'm sitting here crying.
Great way to start out eh?
I feel very selfish.
Selfish for wanting one day.
I try so hard to take care of things.
Its my day, why can't I just have that much?
Why can't I have that little bit?
I feel so upset inside
Its almost like anything behind caged bones is just squeezing with frustration.
Hurt...
Pain...
I'm also alone.
On my birthday.
He left.
I don't know why.
He never came back.
I have to sleep alone...
More tears.
I never liked my birthday but I left myself get excited this year.
Stupid.
I tried calling him but he doesn't answer.
Tears Tears Tears.
No more birthdays.
I surrender.