When will I learn. I'm such a sucker. I can't imagine just throwing everything away without a fight. But I guess I am going to have to try. Push down my feelings, swallow them whole. Forget what it was like to hold her. Forget what it was like to kiss her. Forget everything I had planned. I got to keep pushing on. I just pray that I have the ( Read more... )

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I'm watching the PBA Rags to Riches on tv right now and it's very exciting. My boy lost, but who reading this actually likes bowling? lol. Anyways, it's beautiful outside today and I'm certainly not going to waste my time inside this boring house. I'm going to work in a few to chill, and hopefully Wendall shows up. That would be excellent. I think ( Read more... )

I'm going to work. Yay. Then I am going to bring my brother to a party, then I am going to go grab some things for a special date coming up. ;)

I love you Lindze. 14 days...

Call the cell.

Oh what a night. I miss work so much. All the customers, my buddies, my parents, the drama, got to love it. Everyone is being so nice to me and is happy to see me back. I get more compassion from my customers than anyone else. My Dad told me a story about how yesterday a customer was trying to charge something, and he owed us money already, and he ( Read more... )

-"Gorgeous day out, isn't it sunshine?"
-"It's always a gorgeous day with two scoops of raisins..."Oh man, what a great day.Of course everyday is a great day for me now.(Insert two claps here).My new mic stand and other recording devices came yesterday so we're all set.We have a long night of recording ahead of us.I'm going to go take a shower and ( Read more... )

Yet another good day. It's beautiful outside, and I got the windows open and the music blasting. I love music, does anyone else love music? You know what else I love? Grapenuts. Yeah. Grapenuts.

17 days...


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My tubes are out! Two weeks early, I can't believe it. Now I just have to heal my battle wounds, lol. Lindze is coming in 18 days and I can't wait. My album is soooo close to being complete. We just have to do a little bit more mixing. Anyways, I'm going to go work on that. I love you Lindz, hope you are having a "fun" time at work. ;)

I'm out of pills and it hurts so bad. I have to go back to Bangor tomorrow morning to have the tubes pulled out a little further. I'm scared as hell. Who knows what could happen. He'll pull the tube, I'll freak out and jump and the tube will puncture my lung and I won't be able to breathe and that will be it. I don't want to do this anymore. I miss ( Read more... )

Lindze

I set out on a narrow way, many years ago ( Read more... )