All I had to offer you was my heart, I'm sorry that wasn't enough...
When will I learn. I'm such a sucker. I can't imagine just throwing everything away without a fight. But I guess I am going to have to try. Push down my feelings, swallow them whole. Forget what it was like to hold her. Forget what it was like to kiss her. Forget everything I had planned. I got to keep pushing on. I just pray that I have the strength to do it. Stop shaking, start sleeping, stop thinking. Sometimes love is never enough. I gave it my all. I need to stop taking girls under my wing. Stop helping, and caring just to get dropped. A "Psychiatrist" as my Dad says, is what I am. I guess thats why I am here. It just hurts when they tell me to open up, and just when I start, it's never enough. I know I have my faults. I know I have my weaknesses. But I never thought that they would be enough to destroy true love.
"Sooner or later, you're going to hate it. Go ahead and throw our life away..."
"Sooner or later, you're going to hate it. Go ahead and throw our life away..."