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5 days since i updated, feels like a lifetime, eh? Not really, there was a time when this was just a diary for surveys. Oh well, what's new with me? Not much, nothing in these past five days, I mean there are lots of things i just don't talk about. I feel so distant, from everyone. Especially everyone at school, especially Neil. I don't know ( Read more... )

I was sitting here, feeling a tad complacent, not too sure of how I'm feeling actually. I was just thinking that for the first time, in a very long time, I had the entire day to do nothing. I remember being able to stay online for nine hours a day, and talk endlessly. Today I signed on every few hours, and found myself completely bored. I don't ( Read more... )

Well, I'm back ( Read more... )

freekishfirefly (7:44:28 PM): god, i'm so fucking sick of this shit ( Read more... )

I don't know why love is so glorified, because once you find yourself involved in the situation that is as close to love as you've felt. It hurts, and it burns in my chest..a good hurt of course. Sort of..anyway. It wasn't suppost to feel like this, not at all. But it does, and that's okay. And they ask me "How can you love him after so little ( Read more... )

At Cavanaugh Park ( Read more... )

Okay, so last night was so fucking rad I can't even believe it. I can't even fucking believe it ( Read more... )

and now it's gonna blow you away ( Read more... )

So, the phone bill from the previous entries sadness, that was 150 bucks, was a mistake. My bills were only 20 bucks, and my mom cried, told me she hated me and couldn't afford me, over 20 bucks. Obviously I took my concert money back.

I talked to Neil for two hours yesterday. Oh my gosh, I'm in love. haha. Funny thing is, someone could say ( Read more... )