i have fucking hated it out here since the day i moved. i kept holding on to the one thing i know could get me through it. and now it's being taken from me. those cement shoes and a swim in lake cardinal look better with each waking day. you selfish bitch, i hope you fucking burn in hell for this shit ( Read more... )

Yesterday was so good. So good. I didn't have school, so I went to mentor, I went to the highschool and got a visitor pass, I saw all of my old friends and aquaintances, I got all of the hugs I'd been wanting for so long, I saw my old teachers, I spent a couple hours with Amanda after school. Things were so good. I needed it so much. I ( Read more... )

I discovered alcohol ( Read more... )

Why do I do these things I do to myself ( Read more... )

I took Kendra to Emily's house today, and we went to subway. It was fun, because we're all alot alike. We're suppost to go to the PV football game tonight (which by the way none of us attend that school) because they know some guys there, but my mom thinks I'm gonna get drunk and shit. ONe, I'm not like that. Two, I'm not stupid enough to drink ( Read more... )

I look so nice right now. Shorter hair, yes it's spiked in the front now too. I am addicted to cutting my hair. I'm still wearing the business suit I wore to the fall leadership conference for region 12 of Business Professionals of America. I was on stage hosting it, and introducing the candidates for office. I felt so important, and needed, ( Read more... )

'cause your the only one, i know that can keep them

( this link goes straight to hell )

Homecoming. A wonderful event where we all dress up and pretend we're super cute and find a super cute date, or go stag and pull of that much confidence. Let's spend a rediculous amount of money on hair and clothes and a dress that I can't wear twice because society may frown uppon it ( Read more... )

This immense hatred for the human race i've developed over the past few months is getting me no where good fast, that is for sure ( Read more... )

I got my liscense, wahoo ( Read more... )