Nov 12, 2002 19:44
freekishfirefly (7:44:28 PM): god, i'm so fucking sick of this shit.
Exactly what I said to Dan.
I get shit started with me every day, I come home from school and cry the entire drive home because I'm so stressed out. I am too scared to go to school, so I have made myself puke for a week to look like I have the flu. I have to fucking watch my back everywhere I go. I'm so fucking sick of it.
I went to school today, and was sitting with Dan, when Amy turns around and starts screaming in my face. Of course I yell back, with sarcastic bitching, and she starts pushing me. I'm not going to FIGHT OVER STUPID FUCKING SHIT. I can't take it anymore.
If I don't get out of there, I don't even know. Tomorrow we leave for Columbus, and I have to have the Dean of students come on the trip with us, because they threatened to kill me on the trip.
It's not a good world when I can't pump gas without them showing up, when I can't walk down the halls without them saying something or shoving me, when I can't go to the stores, when I can't go on a school field trip without FEARING FOR MY LIFE.
And it started with me saying "hey guys, she's my friend, don't talk about her like that in front of me" I never knew that would make me a walking target.
you selfish bitch i hope you fucking burn in hell for this shit
I can't take it anymore, and I know that my parents can't go on like this anymore. We unplug the phone to stop the harassing calls, and I've filled out three police reports in a week. How much more before i break? Or should I just let them break me?
Proof that god does not exist. No human being should be this harassed, and no human being should get away with harassing someone this much.