That was my dog's full name. Is. He's still alive as of now. But not by much. Today he started gasping for breath at about 11:00. My mom woke me up and we took him to the vet. They did an x-ray. His lungs were full of fluid. His heart problems were starting to catch up to him. On the vet's recommendation, we took him to the emergency vet in Paramus ( Read more... )

I just want to sit under my desk and hide and not come out.

I had another dream about Michelle. And Taryn Inglima from high school. And a little deaf girl. And aliens. But that's besides the point. The point is, I had another dream about Michelle. And I'm wondering when I'm going to get over that. I mean, the first dream wasn't so bad. Kinda nice, really. But this one was me actively scheming. And since ( Read more... )

Work today, got paid. Good times. Emily is a sweetheart, and very patient with me. She's motivated, and actually practices. Good things, all. Quick dinner, then Teaneck. Very buggy, long wait to start. Had fun ignoring Steph. Mom wants me to talk to her, to make sure there are no hard feelings. For the love of Christ, she thought I was threatening ( Read more... )

I played duets with Caroline today. I was so nervous. When we were tuning, my hands were shaking. But once we started playing, it was so much fun. I like playing with Caroline because it's a workout to keep up with her. She wasn't playing her best today, because she hasn't had time to practice much. It was less of "omg panic" and more of a "hey, ( Read more... )

I thought maybe taking the TV home would allow me some peace from Izzy, the Continually Enraged. But no. No no nonononononononono! She's playing the reality shows on her laptop. And on the show, people are screaming. A lot. Why do I have to listen to this? Additionally, Izzy is coughing every 30 seconds. Big, annoying, smokers coughs. Because she's ( Read more... )

Broke my record for weirdness: I slept outside my friend's room in the hallway last night. I brought my pillow, my blanket, cell phone, keys, alarm clock, ear plugs and eye mask. I actually slept ok. The reason is that Izzy, the Continually Enraged, had a boy in our room and was doing a lot of giggling. I finally gave up pretending that it wasn't ( Read more... )

You know what I just realized? After I hang out with Beth and Nella for a long period of time, I feel all sad-and-lonely afterward. I just figured out why: I'm envious.

I was going to say more, but I don't think I need to.

So I went Juls's birthday tea/ karaoke party, which was... strange but fun. A lot of my good friends were there, including Juls, and I had about 12 cups of tea. Good times ( Read more... )

So during band today, I get a text from Michelle (god I hope she doesn't have an LJ). She invites me to the freshman formal, not that I needed an invitation. It's just that I wasn't going to go until she (or anyone, really) invited me. Keep in mind, dear readers, that not only is she straight, she's religious. And I of course find her irresistibly ( Read more... )