Humph
I had another dream about Michelle. And Taryn Inglima from high school. And a little deaf girl. And aliens. But that's besides the point. The point is, I had another dream about Michelle. And I'm wondering when I'm going to get over that. I mean, the first dream wasn't so bad. Kinda nice, really. But this one was me actively scheming. And since there were duplicates of everyone to keep a fixed population in the aliens' city, I kind of got my wish. But that's also besides the point. The last time I had dreams this frequent about a single subject was Stephanie. And we all know how that one turned out.
So here's my question. Do I fess up? Do I tell Michelle, "hey I have a crush on you, but I can deal with it, and I'll try my best to not let it interfere with our friendship?" Or do I keep it to myself. I've tried both strategies. I told Steph, I didn't tell Caroline (she found out because I wasn't careful enough, but that's not the point either). Both backfired. Steph backfired because I was young (ok, younger) and depressed. I screwed up with Caroline, and she panicked because she didn't know what to do (I still have her letter...). Is Michelle mature and confident enough to deal with me? Or will she run and tattle on me to god?
Conundrum.
So here's my question. Do I fess up? Do I tell Michelle, "hey I have a crush on you, but I can deal with it, and I'll try my best to not let it interfere with our friendship?" Or do I keep it to myself. I've tried both strategies. I told Steph, I didn't tell Caroline (she found out because I wasn't careful enough, but that's not the point either). Both backfired. Steph backfired because I was young (ok, younger) and depressed. I screwed up with Caroline, and she panicked because she didn't know what to do (I still have her letter...). Is Michelle mature and confident enough to deal with me? Or will she run and tattle on me to god?
Conundrum.