What an idiot I can be, to believe a person could be honest and true to me...foolish me ( Read more... )

Life is weird ( Read more... )

Eine eher sehr aufregende und skandalbelastete Woche neigt sich dem Ende. Hatten letztes Wochenende den Bandconest, der ziemlich cool war. Ich hatte auch viel Spass und koennte einfach einmal loslassen, vielleicht etwas zu viel, aber ich denke nach einem ganzen verficktem Jahr des Trauerkloss dasein, da ein Kerl unfaehig war Naegel mit Koepfen zu ( Read more... )

I must admit i was in a foul mood for the past week, for several reasons, one was freaky people at work, bringing me to boil by asking hidious questions...I am a calm person, but if I blow....it's rather nasty und unforgetable horrific for the ones near by, who get hit by it by accident...sry! It wasn't my intention, but the blow missed the ones, ( Read more... )

Jo Jo ich wuerde mir oefters wuensche, derart minderbemittelt zu sein, ueber manches gar nicht einmal nachdenken zu muessen und im speziellen zu koennen. Let's just say it makes my head popp...nein nicht Mr. Pringel's ( Read more... )

One week to go and exams again, hope things will go well, as the material which has to be covered is massiv...I normally love reading, but at the moment I lost interest in that at all. All I wish for to sleeeeeep and sleeeep and to sleep ^^ as the weather is rather disgusting, freeeeeeezing cold, slush coming from heaven, windy as hell ...I did ( Read more... )

Sometimes it's not too bad to suffer from insomnia, as you can't escape the awful truth of thinking of things, you avoided the past few weeks..or even years. What has brought this on? Who knows and who knows what this might be good for ( Read more... )

I'm astonished motivated doing my studies, went through 260 pages within 2 days....and I'm still going strong. Maybe it's that I have finally overcome a crush, and realized what a dumbbag this person is...took me a liking too long to realize it, but better late then never ( Read more... )

Sometimes life does not turn out the way you want it, more or the less it turns around and shows you the finger...as it does with me at the moment. I try so hard and nothing works...as Thomas Edison once said: I found a 100.000 ways how it doesn't work. Great, but it needs to work sooner or later...I'm moaning and groaning, giving out and ( Read more... )

Sometimes life can be pretty complicated and I don't really know, what I'm doing at the moment is the right thing, but at least I think I made the right decision ( Read more... )