Sep 12, 2008 21:32
Sometimes life can be pretty complicated and I don't really know, what I'm doing at the moment is the right thing, but at least I think I made the right decision.
I don't believe Christian... that he will come to see me in Vienna until I see the plane landing from Milano next weekend. He said that he booked the flight today, but there is a huge difference between really doing something and pretending to ...and to be honest I don't believe people until I have the proof, especially men, they tend to tell my a whole load of bullshit, which is far away from truth..good only I know my way around and spot the liars. Sometimes it is really handy when you grow up, with just guys around you :P
Furthermore I don't believe another person, that he likes me ....as he tends to confuse me like hell, that in the end I can't even spell my name...worse, I behave like a twat no worse than that..I become evil, really nasty..and I actually I don't want to behave like that...argh
HEADDESK he drives me around the bend!!!!!!!!!!
so now I need a smoke..even now he makes me angry....need the smoke right now..