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Drive by updates...
I don't know what it's like to write anymore..- I have been at the same job for going on 4 years now. That's a record for me. I have even been promoted and I managed a team of 19 people. ... well 18 people. One passed away literally 25 minutes ago. I just got the message as I was typing. She was declared brain dead about 4 hours ago. There is more ( Read more... )
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I have to post this...
Simply because I worked nearly 48 hours straight on it... No sleep... and I am really, really, REALLY thrilled with how it turned out.
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Demon Doll's Garden
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fuck
i really hate feeling like i have no one to confide in anymore...
and it's not just a feeling. its the truth. cold. hard. honest.
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Keepers, Ringmasters, and Egomaniacs
I have to admit, this is the first time I have actually been proud of something I have written for therealljidol. (Though I am almost 100% positive that the person I based the "Keeper" off of got rather upset at the way I conveyed things (even though I warned them ahead of time). ~rolls eyes~ This person claims to know nothing of it but I know this to be a lie ( Read more... ) -
Sleep is Overated
Had a dream about this woman with pale skin and long black hair. She had killed three people and was coming after me ( Read more... ) -
LJ Idol Exhibit B - Topic 1 - Intersection - "You Gave Everything You Possibly Could"
I gave everything.
Mind.
Heart.
Body.
Soul.
Along with that; love, trust, honor, loyalty, and respect.
Everything that was asked for. Everything that was expected. Every single thing for a period of several years.
Yet still, it was not enough. My Keeper had made his decision. Every gift I had given, he was now returning to me.
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LJ Idol Exhibit B - Topic 1 - Intersection
Writing in teams?
With someone I don't even know??
Gah!
I'd feel panicked right now but all I can manage "raw".
Well, at least I feel inspired for the topic of "You Gave Everything You Possibly Could"...
Hopefully my future partner in crime (who-ever that may be) does too. :/ -
(Untitled)
Sometimes I hate getting caught up with the people I care about.
Sometimes it is not a good thing.
Sometimes it makes me just want to say.. "Wow.. don't hold back. Just tell me how you REALLY feel."
But right now it just makes me want to bury any "feelings" I have at any given moment because I know that they can, and most likely will, be used ( Read more... ) -
Killing the Elephant
Yesterday, I took a chance and reached out to someone. I did this despite the constant negative feedback I received when the initial thought to do so entered my mind. I was told not to do so. I was told that doing so had the possibility of ending horribly. I was told this several times over a lengthy period of time ( Read more... )