I can continue on with this commitment and living with being hurt because of all the sacrifices I've made, because I've always seen these hiccups as a challenge or maybe because I am not that heartless anymore. Growing up and seeing life in different perspectives has made me more soft-hearted and kind ( Read more... )

Life has been... Rather dormant ( Read more... )

So this marks the end of my life as a student (maybe). I'm kindda doing whatever it takes to save whatever can be saved. Trying to really work on my resolutions of not skipping too many lessons and perhaps, spending more time in school. I still haven't explored the school that much; haven't eaten at the hall canteens yet, haven't made full use of ( Read more... )

"It's okay to feel. No matter how much it hurt. Emotions are what makes us humans. Good or bad, never lose hope."
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Is it really worth being selfish rather than appreciating it all?
Yeah, I'm good at numbing myself, I'd be bulletproof after all. 
But I gotta think twice about being selfish.

Life's a journey they say. But how can it be a journey when you are stuck? When all of a sudden, things start to settle down, when the period of stagnation starts. Guess that's when boredom strikes and you start searching for anything that is out of the ordinary. Normalcy anchors you to familiarity, to your centre. When the centre becomes too ( Read more... )

“I think love is a useless word for descriptions these days. Love binds and pulls and tugs and shatters, breaks and stirs and murders and revives, all at once. Love is a word turned into a full stop in teenagers’ conversations, peppered all over to spice a bowl of bland sentence soup. Love is an excuse for not loving. Love is an inspiration for the ( Read more... )

Jaded, Listless. Two words that describes how I've been feeling for the past week.

It's more intense today though. It's probably the weather.

I'm aware that I'm talking around in circles. But that's probably because I suck at articulating my feelings and expressing myself, emotionally. 

Once again, I find myself at a crossroad. Everything is enmeshed together. I always managed to find ways to untangle myself out of situations, before everything worsens, before I get too involved. I'm not so sure anymore. Maybe I've grown up. I don't know. Whatever this is, is funny. A funny awkward gut feeling. Maybe if I stop thinking about it, ( Read more... )