Don't read too deeply into the words I say. You might drown
Once again, I find myself at a crossroad. Everything is enmeshed together. I always managed to find ways to untangle myself out of situations, before everything worsens, before I get too involved. I'm not so sure anymore. Maybe I've grown up. I don't know. Whatever this is, is funny. A funny awkward gut feeling. Maybe if I stop thinking about it, maybe if I don't think about it, it would not happen.
The underlying meaning? Yes, I think I see it. I poured out all my uncertainties, with a heavy heart. I do not want to hurt but I do not want to lie either. After all, truth is the basis of whatever we have.
I'm stuck, stuck, stuck. Part of me wishes to drift away, live free, be young and wild. After all, I'm still young. But the rational side keeps reminding me to stay rooted, stay grounded.
I always end up regretting when I drift away anyway. But the thrill of it, the excitement, the euphoria of it all - I've missed it.
The underlying meaning? Yes, I think I see it. I poured out all my uncertainties, with a heavy heart. I do not want to hurt but I do not want to lie either. After all, truth is the basis of whatever we have.
I'm stuck, stuck, stuck. Part of me wishes to drift away, live free, be young and wild. After all, I'm still young. But the rational side keeps reminding me to stay rooted, stay grounded.
I always end up regretting when I drift away anyway. But the thrill of it, the excitement, the euphoria of it all - I've missed it.