Apr 25, 2012 22:41
Life's a journey they say. But how can it be a journey when you are stuck? When all of a sudden, things start to settle down, when the period of stagnation starts. Guess that's when boredom strikes and you start searching for anything that is out of the ordinary. Normalcy anchors you to familiarity, to your centre. When the centre becomes too routined though, there is a "need" to drift away, to search for some sort of truth? Guess I am still seeking answers to questions that I still have two years ago.
Appreciate and pay attention to the small details you say. It's difficult for me to do that anymore, it is hard to not overanalyze every single shit about a small detail and try to figure out what is the bigger picture. Guess that's what my major succeeded in moulding my social reality. Sometimes I wish my brain will just shut down and not. think. too. much.
I'd pack my bags and leave if I wasn't bounded by responsibilities and if I didn't love my mother too much.