man i love my car when it isn't raining or dark or yucky or hot outside

sorry to be all upset in my journal entries lately but people who say they care but really don't suck. it pisses me off so bad, seriously. how come just one person i know can't really care about stupid shit like what i did at work today or care enough to know what time my classes are or when i have to work. i hate it!

This last week was pretty rough seeing as it was my first week back to school and work after spring break. Things are slowing down a bit now and I am settling back into my schedule. I am off tomorrow so that should be a nice break. Smile!

Sometimes...well I guess it's more like a lot of the time I feel so damn lonely. I can be around a crowd of people and still feel it. I feel like I am digressing but I don't want to give up what I have and I don't want to force any one to change. Sometimes the decisions that are hard to make are the best ones. I have no idea what the hell I am ( Read more... )

Well I finally put my desk together yesterday so I don't have to sit on the floor to get on the computer anymore. Its kind of exciting but I also kind of miss it. I did it mostly by myself but Warren and Joseph showed up as I was putting the last few pieces together and of course they had to be men and take over ( Read more... )

You don't have to think that everything is about you ( Read more... )

I am such an impatient person. It is one of my many faults. I hate waiting on people, especially if I have to do it on a regular basis. I always feel like there is something better that I could be doing with my time but I can't because I can't really get involved in doing anything since I don't know when I will not be waiting on this person anymore ( Read more... )

You are right, sometimes I do think about you, sometimes I do miss you. I miss you being around, I miss someone being there all the time. I miss having a best friend who I can tell anything and everything. Its not right anymore though. I think there was a reason that we broke up, there are better things in store for both of us... it just takes time ( Read more... )

Well I am going home for Spring Break tomorrow and so far this week has been pretty fun. Sunday night Candyce and I went to the $2 movie and saw Mona Lisa Smile. The movie was pretty good but most of all it was just fun to hang out with Candyce and also the movie reminded me of home. The theater had no stadium seating and only had 10 screens and ( Read more... )

Yesterday was fun. I went to my first class and then in my second class we had a test. I got out early so I decided I wasn't going to my third class. I called Joseph to see what he was doing and him and Mack were going shooting so I went home and changed and then met up with Joseph. We had lunch and then went over to Macks. The shooting range was ( Read more... )