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Mar 15, 2004 23:39

sorry to be all upset in my journal entries lately but people who say they care but really don't suck. it pisses me off so bad, seriously. how come just one person i know can't really care about stupid shit like what i did at work today or care enough to know what time my classes are or when i have to work. i hate it!

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i know its probably not me but... anonymous March 15 2004, 21:50:14 UTC

I know its probably not me who you are talking about, but I do care. And, I know that you do not know that, but I do care. I just wish that you would trust that. I care about you more than anything in the world. On a slim hope, if it is me that you are talking about, I am sorry that I have that I have not put forth the effort to call you lately, but it hurts so much to give into my true feelings about you. I love you, and I am waiting every day for the day that you will forgive me, and let me back in your life. It will be the second best day in my life. The first best day was the day that you told me you loved me. Love, Jon

Re: i know its probably not me but... willowtaxi March 16 2004, 10:17:39 UTC

it wasn't you

Re: i know its probably not me but... anonymous March 16 2004, 20:41:21 UTC

It wouldn't hurt for you to actually call me once in a while. Did you know that since you left me you haven't once called me when you weren't just returning a call. What a good friend you are ( ... )

You did that to yourself anonymous March 16 2004, 22:21:30 UTC

The reason people don't care about you is because you don't care about people in return. Everything in your life is all about you. You have this "screw everyone else, my shit is more important" attitude that is gonna make your life miserable forever. You are selfish, cold, and callow. You don't value your friends for their friendship and individual qualities. Instead, you keep so-called "friends" around just to fuel your fragile self-esteem. What you call "love" and "caring" for others is actually just a dependence. Once you realize that you don't need someone anymore, you totally ignore them. Then, you wonder why those people you don't "need" never call you or want to know about your life ( ... )

Re: You did that to yourself anonymous March 17 2004, 06:24:48 UTC

I didn't write that.... I love you and I want to be your friend. Jon

Re: You did that to yourself theperfectverse March 17 2004, 20:13:19 UTC

Reveal yourself, coward!

willowtaxi March 17 2004, 06:54:53 UTC

I am pretty sure I know who wrote that but honestly I don't care. You could at least be man enough to leave your name so that everyone else can know what kind of person you are and what you really think of people you once said were your friends. If you want to think those things about me that is fine. It is nice to see that you can have all of these opinions about what I can do to better my life but you can sit back and do nothing with your own life.

This is my last post willowtaxi March 17 2004, 09:31:57 UTC

I did not leave my name because I don't want this to be a "me versus everyone else" livejournal drama post-a-thon. I was just giving you an honest answer to an honest question. I gave you such a response because I live with those same problems too. And how can you say I am "sitting back and doing nothing with my own life?" You know nothing about my current life, nor does anyone else. Anyways, anything I say is obviously gonna be turned into a negative comment by someone, so i urge you and everyone else who reads this to not post a response. I already know I'm a fucker, I don't need yall to reinforce the point.

Don't worry....I still love you sisser! anonymous March 17 2004, 09:25:49 UTC

Jeni, you and I have always been pretty opposite growing up. You were always the tom-boy who wanted to play sports and wear the shorts and tshirts. And I was always so girly and prissy- I always had a guy, or at least had one I was chasing...and you never really cared about that stuff. Somewhere along the way we switched places. I think it was when we went to college. You have been lucky enough to find a few really great relationships since you moved to Memphis. And although you may look back now and think they aren't so great...at that very moment in time they were. And I know this because with the exception of your new guy I met the other two. Anyway. I wish you wouldn't just group EVERYONE into one catagory. Because you know there are people who really do care about you...and you know your family is always here no matter what. And for Jon's message...I don't know why you think you can write such mean stuff and then try to be so nice. Do you really think telling someone that they are crazy is going to get them back!? Listen, I know ( ... )

Re: Don't worry....I still love you sisser! willowtaxi March 17 2004, 11:49:08 UTC

i love you too sisser and i know you will always be there but sometimes it is hard because you are so far away. you made me laugh with that comment of "sometimes you just piss me off!" thanks for that

Re: Don't worry....I still love you sisser! anonymous March 17 2004, 17:11:33 UTC

I wasn't being mean. Being mean is betraying your best friend, and totally ignoring them. I am trying and I have been trying for ever with Jeni. SHe is stubborn. Me saying that is not being mean, its being honest. You have no idea what its like to love someone for two years and then have them do this to you. Don't turn this around on me, because I am doing everything I can to be there for her and be her friend, but she is being immature and puching me away. I want to go back in time and change things soooooo bad. I feel like I died, and I am somehow suppposed to become this new guy to get over her, because that is exactly what she is doing. She is trying to replace me. And what that guy said was probably partially true, You are out chasing guys and getting drunk. How responsible is that when just 4 months ago you wanted to marry someone that you loved, and you told them "that if anything ever happened it would take you a really long time to get over him." I guess you were just one big lie. These things are being said not out of hatred ( ... )