Why is it that I get so bothered by the little things? I think that the stress of wrapping up 21 hours of classes is getting to me a little bit but I also think back about how I was 2 or so years ago. Things like this would have never bothered me. I would never be so insecure about myself or my relationship with anyone. He changed me, I changed ( Read more... )

Man this past week has been so hectic. I still have a little bit of hecticness left but it is almost over for this semseter. Only 2 more papers and a project to do and then finals. Not so bad. Also, I have to remind the scholarship guy that he is paying for my summer classes in case he forgot ( Read more... )

Apparently to Jon being hateful constitutes being a whore. He called me this morning and asked me to take him to school. After I humorously (i thought so anyway) asked him if he was doing this as a last resort he got angry and called me a whore. I asked him why he thought I was a whore and he said I was being hateful.

Interesting morning...

Children are so precious. My Uncle Kevin who I haven't seen in about 6 years came to Tullahoma from Texas this weekend. On Saturday after Joseph got off work we drove down there. His daughter, MeKayla, is so precious. She is 18 months and she has definatly perfected the pouty face. That was also the first time Joseph met my parents. Exciting ( Read more... )

I had this feeling last night. I don't know what it was and I can't explain it very well but it made my tummy ache. I felt like I had a lump in my throat and my jaws were sore and my stomach was in knots but it hit me all of the sudden. I felt like I wanted to crawl up and cry but all for no reason. I was worrying about things far far in the future ( Read more... )

I had a nice weekend. It actually started on Thursday with going to the track and watching Joseph run his truck in the quarter mile. It was fun, I had never been before and I got to hang out with Chris and Jordan and they told me what was going on and everything. Then I had to work Friday and Saturday. Saturday night sisser came and we went to ( Read more... )

After a rough weekend I am feeling much better. Sunday after Candyce got off work we went out to Sommerville and stayed with her dad. It was nice just to get away for a night and have nothing to do but hang out. On the way back into town Meghan called me because she was worried since I never came home and my car was still there. It made me feel ( Read more... )

apparently I require too much time and took him away from better things he could be doing, i thought thats what relationships were about...you know, spending time together

beautiful days and beautiful friends lift my spirits so much

Yeah so yesterday sucked really bad.

These foolish games are tearing me apart