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I had this feeling last night. I don't know what it was and I can't explain it very well but it made my tummy ache. I felt like I had a lump in my throat and my jaws were sore and my stomach was in knots but it hit me all of the sudden. I felt like I wanted to crawl up and cry but all for no reason. I was worrying about things far far in the future. I think it is stress. I think that was mostly it anyway. I think I am afraid of things going too well, like maybe if they reach that point then everything will come crashing down. I think no one can be happy all the time and it wasn't that I was not happy, it was more like I was... I don't know.
Anyway, I am better today.
Anyway, I am better today.