So much time goes by so quickly.  Change could make your head spin.  Three years ago I would have never guessed in my wildest dreams that things would be this way.  I know I've mentioned before about thinking of the future and then when the time comes, looking back on how you thought things would be and how strangely different they really are.  I  ( Read more... )

Oh how I've tried to get you out of my head
And I lied, the broken words I said
Never thought I'd walk on this street again
Standing where it all began

And I tried to forget
When I left this town
But it takes me right back
When I come back around

Retrace the steps we took on that lost summer night
I'm back there by your side
Retrace the steps we took when we ( Read more... )

I'm under a rediculous amount of pressure right now.  It puts me under a cloud of depression and stress.  My Mom, my boyfriend, my job; everything is crashing down on me and hurting me without even realizing it.  My Mom puts pressure on me to go to the university she wants me to.  She also frequently gets on rants about how I supposedly work too ( Read more... )

So I just went on here again for the first time in a while.  I didn't think it was THAT long since my last post but apparently it was 12 weeks ago.  It just doesn't seem fair that time is passing so quickly.  It's already October.  I remember last October like it were yesterday.  I love to be alone at times to do my own thing.  I often find myself ( Read more... )

So the one project seems to have been put on hold.  The boy that I haven't spoken with in so long seems to have been a phase for some reason.  The burning desire to commicate died down.  I would honestly still like to talk but it just doesn't seem as important now.  I met someone.  I didn't intend to.  But I did.  And he occupies my mind 90% of the ( Read more... )

So.  Last night I had a dream.  It was so real.  And when I woke up this morning I found myself right back where I was.  Uncertain and continually wondering about the same thing.  Yesterday was once again supposed to be the day.  But it was avoided once again.  I can't tell if I'm scared or if it's still just not the right time yet.  Either way it ( Read more... )

So last night I went to my friend Rob's going away party.  There was a boy there from a long time ago named James.  I used to see him on occasion and we'd always sit down and have a heart to heart about the one boy.  Well last night it happened again strangely enough.  He told me that the boy was completely in love with me and that he didn't know ( Read more... )

That song definitely applied to me then.  Now it's been more time.  But yet I still listen to the same song and think of the same things and the same person.  Today is Friday.  One day away from "the day".  This time I won't back out.  This time I'll follow though.  I've waited a whole week for this.  Actually I've waited a lot longer than that; ( Read more... )

So.  I haven't done this in a while.  I actually just recently thought about LJ and came on to read old entrys.  Ever since that day I haven't stopped thinking about things from that time period.  Or maybe just one person in particular.  I haven't talked to him in so long.  The last time I talked to him was just a simple conversation on AIM.  I ( Read more... )

Yeah. I really really.. REALLY miss Mullet:/

A lot. Yeah.