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conceptual engineer
i designed my first article of clothing today
it was an exercise in willingness and it turned out phenomenally
if only it wasn't another attempt to escape doing the other work that must be done
icky stuff that requires focus and untangling twisted and misplaced data
i have trouble facing those arduous tasks
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jag tat
i'm scheduled to get my first (and likely only) tattoo in 17 days
the artist i've chosen is in Berlin
and i don't know what it looks like yet
i've commissioned Mo to place his rendition of a jaguar on my chest
i am due to get a draft of it in my inbox in the next week or so
anxiously awaiting
danke
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I had a Bad Ol' Day aka a Battle Day
wherein I skipped feeding my body and just went into autopilot
I know that because it's now 1:30pm and I can feel the physiological changes that come with having consumed nothing but 4 cups of coffee since waking up
4 cups of a delicious NC mountain roast called Squirrely Blend by Pisgah Coffee Roasters which is almost as good as their darker Ridge ( Read more... ) -
I won the lottery!
I won the life lottery! I get to spend my days involved with my son 2.7 year old (y/o) son, Sam. I could not have been given a better gift - ever. My heart throbs with elation in waves I never understood possible. There has been no greater joy in my life than that of my son. Mostly (but not solely) in forms of expression because his depth of ( Read more... ) -
scorn of the gypsy
being back here caused me to look back at this time in my life. seeing pictures, expressions, lifestyles i know that i loved a gypsy girl once. a fascinating person of boundless creativity and panache. although, you might call JJ an infatuation kinda friendship ( Read more... ) -
as god as my witness, i may never sleep again
it's not common knowledge quite yet but i'm gonna be a daddy. given that lj is a wasteland this is about the only social space that i can air my joy without engaging in a thousand conversations simultaneously ( Read more... ) -
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antisocial socialite
i have a 5 page paper due tomorrow, so naturally i am poking here and there on the internet. is facebook commonly used to see people you use to know? i just did that for a bit, but rarely use it otherwise. (shhh, don't tell my 300 something "friends") if it wasn't for my iphone and red lights, i don't think i'd ever use it ( Read more... ) -
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i am so disappointed right now. i submitted what i felt was a very strong business idea and plan to the FAU competition and my team and i did not place in the finals. whereas one group that i know of did and their idea is completely weak as it relates to being copied by the likes of google, etc. they have no distinctive competencies, whereas we did ( Read more... ) -
to do list updated
so it's been roughly 8.5 years since I posted the list below, just prior to my 25th birthday. i have been thinking back upon this list often lately because i finally got to go hang gliding today, much to my exhilaration and happiness. so i wish to update my list of things completed, pending, given up on and perhaps new additions ( Read more... )