theres all this bullshit that seems to be more around now than ever. i dont know, its not my bull shit nor does it really affect me but it is everywhere. and it is hurting the people i love. i have no complaints really, my life is good. i just dont understand why people would rather be full of shit than be real. and all i can think of when i ( Read more... )

ive really been thinking about important shit lately, when do i not right? no. the future. i just cant seem to be satisfied. with anything, orange county life love. i know i have so much more to say than what this damn place can offer me which makes me think of sf and how i still dont have the balls to get up and leave. i am running out of time. ( Read more... )

stop the war ( Read more... )

i wrote it for you.

long gone 7th sonlet me sing you a waltz ( Read more... )

i fucking love you patti smith. you are so fucking empowering. empowering and so fucking beautiful ( Read more... )

something in me has finally clicked. click. i dunno, positive inertia..internal potential whatever you wanna call it..and i feel blessed truly. ive been thinking about school alot lately. just realizing that all my activism, 'the-world-is-so-fucked-up' ideals can only really be in effect through freaking art school. which brings me to, ive been ( Read more... )

dear lovely ( Read more... )

i got the scholarship.
hah, i guess i should stop doubting myself now

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.
im going to be with all my beautiful friends tonight. call my cell phone if you wanna celebrate me

To Love and War.

i dont know. jessica is still not talking to me. not having her in my life right now makes me feel like im lacking something. i dont give a fuck if she doesnt care anymore though. cause were the fucking sailors! or so i thought. besides that pasttimes have been fun..pirates day and all..foam diving. but i have this ongoing battle between my heart ( Read more... )