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something in me has finally clicked. click. i dunno, positive inertia..internal potential whatever you wanna call it..and i feel blessed truly. ive been thinking about school alot lately. just realizing that all my activism, 'the-world-is-so-fucked-up' ideals can only really be in effect through freaking art school. which brings me to, ive been painting more lately. i suppose its strange to not really have control over creative urges but i think thats what makes them more true. right? i guess i gotta right a speech for graduation too. my principal wants me to speak to my graduation class. me hahaha ..ive never been too good at being full of shit.
on another note, its jennas birthday next week, and i was hoping that my painting for her would be ready for her birthday. but im a procrastinating floosie and it has quite a ways to go. i love her though, her and her Long Beach. i cant believe i can say that now
um im reading this book about mysticism and it is really pressing all the points ive been pressuring lately. i hope the rest of this damn social scene will soon see this immortal beauty that i so mad-ramblingly speak of. (i refuse to believe he loves her)
'Nomadic love is a vagabond
it is a hot air balloon going towards the horizon
Bohemian love doesnt care about the depths
of these imponderables
Disillusions
Deceived.'
oh yeah, and jessica left for the navy. goodbye fucking sailor!
on another note, its jennas birthday next week, and i was hoping that my painting for her would be ready for her birthday. but im a procrastinating floosie and it has quite a ways to go. i love her though, her and her Long Beach. i cant believe i can say that now
um im reading this book about mysticism and it is really pressing all the points ive been pressuring lately. i hope the rest of this damn social scene will soon see this immortal beauty that i so mad-ramblingly speak of. (i refuse to believe he loves her)
'Nomadic love is a vagabond
it is a hot air balloon going towards the horizon
Bohemian love doesnt care about the depths
of these imponderables
Disillusions
Deceived.'
oh yeah, and jessica left for the navy. goodbye fucking sailor!