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The OKC guy is now Mr. Indecisive. He IMed me a couple weeks ago and was being flirty. I snipped at him and he backed off. I'm not going to lie. I enjoyed using him for attention and cuddles but I don't need the drama of him being involved with some crazy girl ( Read more... )

I feel like continuing my vow of chastity because I'm so afraid of being that vulnerable in front of someone else. Maybe I'm just really self conscious about my body. I just really don't ever want to have to go through the stress of having sex again ( Read more... )

I'm having a hell of a time with relationship (and my space bar seems to be broken, time for a new computer ( Read more... )

Work has been crazy busy. I haven't had as many sleepless nights, meaning less incentive to post here ( Read more... )

The guy with the big grabby hands has turned into bliss for me. We seem to have this understanding about each other's needs. He gives me security I haven't known before. It's really fucking weird. I must be tired because I've been saying how amazing he is all day. My mother can't wait to meet him. My friends say I seem so much happier ( Read more... )

I went on a date today. I had an amazing time. He didn't wow me like the primary. But I enjoyed the conversation and his height (6'5!) and his big hands. He's so skinny. He's not Aaron. I miss his lifestyle but this new guy's isn't too bad ( Read more... )

Wrapping paper or gift bags? Both ( Read more... )

Where are the pools of sweat on his lower back?

Where are the random patches of hair on his arms?

Where is that perfectly little spot I nestle my head?

And even as I ask myself these questions, I can feel myself relaxing about it all.

Could it be that the new man in my life has begun to replace him?

At least he likes my boobs:


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